1 text sent our group from “were all good” to “OMG he/she said what?”
Ive held my tongue for too long now and Im tired of it. I feel like your drifting away from the group, and theres a reason for that. your not reaching out to anyone except for ____. Im trying to keep civil with you but its very hard when you outwardly flirt with one of my friends. So as of now im cutting ties with you. Dramatic as this seems I dont care anymore.
This one text changed everything.I get criticized for not speaking my mind and when I do after almost 3 years I get yelled at! I’m always in the wrong and its all your fault. I don’t trust anymore around me to take care of my feeling so I keep them locked up inside of me. My own boyfriend doesn’t even know half the time I’m hurting because you broke me down so badly. I’m still healing after all this time, slowly but still healing. Till one day I can say that I DON’T love you and I DON’T have feelings. Now as a result of this all I have to go out and explain myself. I have to talk to her, I have to tell her everything and open up. I want her to see the tears you cause me and the pain. Maybe then she’ll see just how broken I am